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2010-07-11T06:55:00.001-07:00

hi meet my new boyfriend. he looks like my brother, OMG abg, u got twin ah
the ones who knows the real thing please dont tag at my cbox thanks

2010-07-11T01:00:00.000-07:00

When you were inside your mom’s tummy,

your mom suffered the pain that you gave to her,

and you thanked her by kicking her all day long.

When you were 1 year old,

your mom celebrated the first birthday of you,

you thanked her by crying all day long.

When you were 2 years old,

your mom started teaching you how to talk,

you thanked her by saying ummmumumumumamamama.

When you were 3 years old,

your mom brought you to the park,

you thanked her by running around the pond, and chasing the ducks.

When you were 4 years old,

your mom bought you some toys,

you thanked her by breaking the toys on the next day.

When you were 5 years old,

your mom bought you a story book and read it to you,

you thanked her by ripping it piece to piece.

When you were 6 years old,

your mom sent you to the kindergarten, so that you can start making friends,

but you thanked her by fighting with your classmate.

When you were 7 years old,

your mom made you a very nice lunch for the first day of school,

you thanked her by throwing your foods around the class.

When you were 8 years old,

your mom handed you an ice cream,

you thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.

When you were 9 years old,
she paid for piano lessons,
you thanked her by never even bothering to practice.

When you were 10 years old she drove you all day,
from soccer to football to one birthday party after another,
you thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.

When you were 11 years old,
she took you and your friends to the movies,
you thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 years old,
she warned you not to watch certain TV shows,
you thanked her by waiting until she left the house.

When you were 13 years old,
she suggested a haircut that was becoming,
you thanked her by telling her she had no taste.

When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp,
you thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug,
you thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car,
you thanked her by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17, she was expecting an important call,
you thanked her by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation,
you thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition,
drove you to campus carried your bags. You
thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm
so you wouldn’t be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 25, she helped to pay for your
wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply
she loved you. You thanked her by moving
halfway across the country.

When you were 50, she fell ill and
needed you to take care of her.

You thanked her by reading about
the burden parents become to their
children.

And then, one day, she quietly died.
And everything you never did came
crashing down like thunder on
YOUR HEART..

yesterday mom was crying because of me. mom i realised how much you care for me and i know you really want the best for me. i love you mom. may god bless you i love you

2010-07-11T00:45:00.000-07:00

i mcm nk pierce pusat i seh. u all rase saket tk? sebab kwn i ckp the feeling is good

2010-07-11T00:39:00.000-07:00

next time i go out i wear this. simple and nice. i have the watch but not my size :O wait is this mary kate or ashley? hmmmmmm what footwear are u wearing? why didnt you show it? Grrrr

2010-07-11T00:36:00.001-07:00

yg sblah illuminati tu tk perlu k. one eye lucifer. eh i pun nak baju chanel ni mane nk dpt?

2010-07-11T00:34:00.001-07:00

2010-07-11T00:33:00.001-07:00

ok i wanna get this

2010-07-11T00:23:00.001-07:00

why all snake? if its a pig then ill buy. make sure the nose must big ok.

2010-07-10T23:24:00.000-07:00

hi ive been waiting for my bf's reply for 16 hours seriously this thing happens everytime. he apologised yesterday and now he's doing it again. cibai. eh alsheiq aku dah tk kesah kalau kau bace ni ah. seriously ah, kau annoying bodoh kau mintak maaf dgn aku abeh kau buat lagi. take advantage of the word SORRY. fuck you asshole i hate you

No one ever gets tired of loving. But everyone gets tired of waiting, assuming, hearing promises, saying sorry and all the hurting. - kylie ashton kyle

see that? GET THIS IN YOUR SMALL BRAIN small bloody dickhead. stop hurting me

2010-07-10T06:07:00.000-07:00

mane boyfriend aku ni? tk call2 atau msg2? dah mampus ke? eh bbycutecute, call i lah. u pikir i ape? nk kene call u dulu? kalau skali skale tkpelah, ni hari2, bodohla dah ah gasak ah ape u nk buat

2010-07-10T00:02:00.001-07:00

hi boyfriend aku annoying aku nk bunuh dier tapi sblum bunuh aku nak kiss muke dier dgn leher dier bye.

2010-07-09T01:54:00.000-07:00

i feel so sad now... i have no one to turn to... the problems that im facing now is getting from bad to worse each day... havent been talking to boyfriend for two days... he didnt even text me... i really dont know what to do now without him by my side... each time, im waiting for his text, his call but to no avail... we quarrelled because of i dont know what... i think im being too much... i scolded him like nobody's business.. but, he's the cause of it... he dont even realise the times that he hurt me and put tears on my face... he's the longest boyfriend i ever had and i really love him with all my heart... but i dont know if he still loves me now... he didnt even talk to me on msn... i really feel so sad... very sad... i dont know what i did wrong... 5 more days to our 3rd monthsary and everything is starting to fall apart....... i want to meet him like since last week but he keeps avoiding me and gives me excuses... ill guess i just have to be away from him until he talk or find me... i have to hide my 'i miss you' feeling from him... and i dont think he knows how much i love/miss him... i know its too young to talk about this, but i really want to be with him... i dont want him to have another girl... i really dont want to... which girl wants her guy to have another girl? please baby come back to me... im waiting for you... i really miss you and i really love you... CALL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'( i dont wanna call you because i wanna know if you really want me and love me... and if you really want me and love me, you'll call.... im sorry if i had hurt you in any way... i really am :'(

2010-07-04T23:57:00.000-07:00

hi im so bored now. my bby boy is sick and now i have nothing to do except eat, sleep and watch tv or do what i am doing now. surf the net and stick my eyeballs on the computer screen. i guess ill have to watch mr squarepants or watch any DVDs that can kill time. baby boy why are you sick? today's plan cancelled because of your fever haiyo. yesterday met riri and rawaida blablabla. damn it, im out of topic -.-

2010-07-02T21:54:00.000-07:00

hi tell me which girl doesnt flirt before? i admit i flirt before but i know the limits. i dont hug or kiss guys as i please. most girls out there argue because some girls are flirting with their boyfriends. hey its not mostly the girls fault ok. if your guy dont enetertain the girl, the girl wouldnt continue flirting. please use abit of your brains bitches. like as if you never flirt before hahaha stupid sia all this. nonsense people without brains HAHAHA such a loser. bitches = losers

2010-07-02T07:05:00.000-07:00

hi im tired i dont know why im on blog and facebook now. my eyes are heavy i wanna sleep in just a while. k bye

2010-07-01T07:02:00.001-07:00

hi aidah awesome this is for you sista

2010-06-30T07:41:00.000-07:00

hi i tau u mrh tapi hidung u maintain k. ibu jari kaki i boleh masuk seh

geram nyer geram nyer aku. saket nye hati aku SAKET. aku tkkn bobal dgn kau k. prangai cibai aku tkle tahan siak. aku paling pantang bile kau salah abeh kau ckp sorry skejap lepas tu klau aku mrh kau, kau ckp OK. mcm malas nk layan cb. ninabu kalau aku boleh bunuh aku bunuh kau dulu bodoh. kau sial. dah bagus aku nk baik2 dgn kau abeh skrg kau prangai. gi mampos lah cb. abeh kau nk offline, kau nk BBY BBY dgn aku. nk LOVE YOU sane sini. please lah, tkya nk sweet2 ngn aku, tkyah nk buat aku happy k cb dah bye

2010-06-30T05:23:00.000-07:00

i dont think i can make it through the auds tomorrow... someone please help me get my brain and ass working... i cant even remember the choreo :( please someone... i want abg jamyl to pick me... im so stress NOW

2010-06-29T08:43:00.000-07:00

omg look at the girl behind jannnah. who is she? she's cute i love her eyes her smile and her mangkok hair. anyone have her digits? gimme her digits!

2010-06-29T08:39:00.000-07:00

last time when i was about 7 my brother and i used to play at the playground and when suddenly i wanted to go to the washroom it was an emergency. i wanted to shit. and i asked my brother. Hey i wanna go to the toilet, i need to shit. he was like No im lazy to send you back there's a bush right there in the open field go shit there. Im like Ok follow me and please cover my ass thanks. And know what? i shit there without washing my ass after that and continue to play again

2010-06-29T08:28:00.000-07:00

i used to do this to my brother when i was little. scratching my ass and letting my brother smelled my finger was the thing

2010-06-29T08:24:00.001-07:00

HAHAHA true true

2010-06-28T08:18:00.001-07:00

i want this thanks

2010-06-28T08:16:00.000-07:00

i wanna get this top so when i meet my bf he can just look at me not other girls. but wait ill wear this top without any bra. that'll be cool, so my bf's eyes can just stick at me. no wait, but i seriously want this top

2010-06-28T08:12:00.001-07:00

the bow one please thanks

2010-06-28T08:10:00.000-07:00

doesnt mean someone likes things that you also like, he/she is copying you. get it right bitch. for example words/style/color/names/food or whatever shit. this world doesnt belong to you. anyone can like whatever they want to. you dont control them. pple like this can burn in hell. stupid motherfuckers

2010-06-28T08:03:00.000-07:00

fuck annyoing, rude, selfish. its okay take a deep breath. "im a strong girl. fuck you all annoying people"

2010-06-28T07:44:00.001-07:00

HAHA bodoh siak nk lawan abraham lincoln

2010-06-28T07:36:00.001-07:00

daddy u jadi mcm ni k

2010-06-28T07:32:00.000-07:00

lek ah sista. kalau i berak, i selalu ano gigi i. sambil i teran, sambil tu lah i ano gigi i. tgk gigi i skrg straight

2010-06-28T07:28:00.001-07:00

i almost breakdown and cry...........

2010-06-28T07:22:00.000-07:00

i dont understand -_______-!

2010-06-27T01:18:00.000-07:00

last time i used to like ri ri. but now no more. woah fuck i think i can sing like her or worse, i can sing better. sorry ri ri, u illuminati ah i tk suke

2010-06-26T23:53:00.000-07:00

bby, kawan u nie, mane dier hilang?

i was checking my bf's facebook and i think he added his sister hahaha i tell you the sister is so cute and and i decided to save some of his unglam pictures and put it here

2010-06-26T07:43:00.001-07:00

rambut i akan jadi gitu. soon k

2010-06-26T07:38:00.000-07:00

bapak i pun ade kasut ni tapi hitam nye. Pak u pun ikut fashion eh? k baik

2010-06-26T07:26:00.000-07:00

wah seh gua dgn eminem ade chemistry lah seh. WA CAYA SAMA LU BRO

2010-06-26T07:13:00.003-07:00

eh2 shaa-pe nie? shaa-pe ni? nk number nk number!! i chu-ke i chu-ke!! jom masuk bilik i

2010-06-26T06:52:00.001-07:00

i ade baju mcm ni tapi warne hitam and and tkde glitter glitter. k esok i letak glitter k kak miley.

2010-06-26T06:49:00.000-07:00

hey kak miley, asl kak miley terpranjat? i tk chu-ke muke kak miley gini tau tapi ok lah kak miley tetap lawa. adik sayang kak miley

2010-06-26T06:25:00.001-07:00

one fedora hat please thanks

2010-06-26T06:20:00.000-07:00

bby used to say ill become a hulk when i get angry. ok bby cutecute i dah mrh nie, tk jadi hulk pun. tadi i call u, u mcm tknk bobal dgn i, i tau ah u tgh tgk TB tapi tkyah nk action dgn i pe

2010-06-26T00:15:00.000-07:00

so fucking angry now. so angry with my family my bf my friends. some can even irriatate me more. bf go meet his friends and make tattoo abeh aku kau tknk jumpe. tkpe ah lu maintain je gitu k. tkpe ah biar i dngar lagu eminem sorg2 :( yes boy that shit is tough and his songs are sick. eminem dtg spore k. bwk hailie skali, i nk buat kwn dgn dier. lepas tu tangan kiri u ade tattoo hailie kan. i nk muke i kat tangan kanan u jgk k bye

2010-06-24T00:34:00.000-07:00

Eh bby boy, u dah kaye nanti, belikan i kasut mcm Jaden ok. Thankyou. Bye

2010-06-24T00:16:00.000-07:00

Hello, i nak matair i blaja karate/kungfu/muay thai. I nk dier jadi mcm si kecik ni, Jaden Smith. Dier cute, i suke. Lepas tu, pegi masuk TV, buat movie jadi kaye, duit tu bagi i. Ok alsheiq syg, u blaja kungfu ok? u kan kecik mcm dier. u blaja k. duit tu sume bagi i, kalau dah buat movie. i rase dier nk same dgn u lah syg. i nye height 151, abeh u tinggi dari i sikit je. boleh lah u jadi mcm dier. thanks bby boy i loveyou. make sure k. *winky winks*

2010-06-23T03:35:00.000-07:00

Tanjung beach and TWISTER at the side -_-

Eh2, byk nye mamaman. I nak ciket! hehehe.

Told ya we throw Aidah into the sea.

My boobs with holes. -_-

They made me a dick!

More on facebook *winky wink*

Lastly, i love my boogie crew! (L)

2010-06-23T03:14:00.000-07:00

Hi, i tk suka perempuan yang tak berus gigi. Gigi kuning nak mampos abeh bau longkang. EEEE. Berus lah gigi kau tu. Tengok mcm i, i pakai kodomo okay. Colour blue. Ubat gigi dier rase orange bkn mcm u. Gigi i straight. I pandai jage gigi i bkn mcm u. Mulot u i tk suke. Kalau ubat gigi u tk bagus, u pegilah cuci pakai clorox, biar bersih.

2010-06-21T20:09:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was fun. Went to tanjung beach sentosa with my boogie crew and not to forget ira's friend, fid. I dont know how to spell the name. Ermmm, so yeah. Although some didnt come, overall its still fun. Games we played. Oh yes, they bury me in the sand. They got me a dick, boobies and i dont know what. Hahaha, threw Aidah into th water. I dont know why but it has just got to be her. We always 'bully' her. There was a lot of food. Hahaha. We ate together under the shelter, on ira's big mat. So, some of us stayed a while longer cause we clean up the area. The rest go home, i think? After that, we wash up at pahlawan beach. The tram took a fucking long time! Gosh. After wash up, aifah aidah jannah isty and i went to vivo city and chill there, habiskan makanan ah. Tu pon tk habes. Played H-I-P-H-O-P and talked crap and Aidah can RAP o.O? Hahaha, sini lawan aku. After that went home. In the MRT pulak, mampos. Bising oi kite. Haha, baru lime org dah bising. Aidah was sleeping so she didnt join us. Talked crap sia we all. -_____-! Laughed like no one' business cause of the names i given. Well, i cant remember the exact name i given. But well, here it is.
-_-

Aifah: Fafa mehsana, peypek mcm kupang senyum lebar.
Aidah: Tetek dibelah oleh Aidah bedah.
Jannah: Jannah giordano nak wok kamu lah siolxzz!
Lenny: Mehmel mehsini apape ramas tetek aku lah sial!
Isty: Titi butiti meh titi -__- (Actually i didnt name her yet.)
Ira: ??? (Ermmmm, not yet too.)

2010-06-20T18:35:00.000-07:00

EE! Barbie! Hehehe, i pon nk barbie. Sape boleh belikan? I nak barbie yg boleh conteng baju dier tu. alah tk mahal lah. 50 je $$ hehehe

2010-06-18T23:51:00.000-07:00

I pun nk buat cornrow, i jealous org buat cornrow T_T I nk buat kat sblah kepale i aje. Plish plish. Babygirl, jom kite pergi far east! Meh eh!

2010-06-18T08:18:00.000-07:00

I despise couples making out in public. No shame. Hello, get a room please. Filthy discusting. Some can even do it infront of your friends. Please lah, its discusting. I dont even wanna do it with my bf, i didnt even think of it! Making out in public? What the fuck? Eeeeww, get a room guys or if y'all cant even wait to have sex. Kes, air mani dah byk sgt, pegilah kat tangge. Kan org mlayu suke tangge. Ni sume kes mkn babi 10 tahun.

2010-06-17T22:00:00.000-07:00

Ok, now what's wrong with my facebook? Scares the hell outta me when i see ive got 0 friends. Nevermind, its ok. I guess ill have to wait till tomorrow or maybe later for it to be 'ok'. Eeee! Went dance today, hoping that A and G will come but instead nobody came. -.-!! Abg Jamyl's leg was swollen and A and G didnt come too. Ya ok, so ermmm minah pastry taught me two choreo's today. Thanks Aidah Awesome, you're so awesome. Planned about the picnic we'll be having with the rest of the dancers on monday and yes i was pretty excited. Okay, what shoukd i do now? Im so bored at home. Ive got no monehhhh. :(

2010-06-16T21:33:00.000-07:00

Isty just told me something that made me kinda pissed. A and J came for dance practice just now. There was no need for freestyle and no physical training. Isty said she nearly fell for A and she said J was cute but that was not bothering me. What bothers me the most is, that i cant get to see A after a long time since SBDC finals or wait danceworks finals? Fuck it, whatever. Isty said she doesnt understand what A teach just now, and im like, A teach? What the fuck? How can i miss everything, how can i have a family problem at the wrong time? But really it was a stupid question for me to ask. So after that i spent my time shouting and yelling in the bathroom, thinking that i was dumb enough to listen to my mom -.- But then, Aidah awesome told me something when i was on MSN. She said A didnt come. It was wait, i forgot who and im like ISTY LIED TO ME? So, its ok, im fine with it. I decided to ask Isty about it. Isty said Abg Jamyl asked her to lie to me, and im like -.-!! It was all a joke. But wait, i want A and G to come tomorrow! *winks!*

2010-06-15T23:25:00.000-07:00

I nak ni, tapi ada size 35 ajer. Kaki i size 36. Kaki i size 4 1/2. EEE!! Tak fair uh. Bbygirl!!! Tolong i please. Kalau tak, nak beli semalam abeh tak lawa and i pun lupe nak pegi balik kedai tu. Eee, i bodoh! Princess bodoh!

2010-06-15T22:22:00.000-07:00

My blog's long dead. So ermm, lemme update make it alive! Well, went shopping with bbygirl and cousin ysterday. Well its kinda fun except! we didnt take any pictures. Well forget it. So yeah, OMOF is this coming saturday. Bbygirl and i was thinking of competing but hahaha forget it, we'll just watch the auditions this saturday at chinatown. Well, MAYBE. Today, ive thought of meeting my bby but well, something happened between us, fuck it, aint gonna elaborate about it. He's a one nappy headed aashole. Huh. Being a pain in the ass. Well, whatever. So ermm, i wanna but a pair of booties and a cropped tee. Patut beli semalam abeh lupe. hahaha, what the fuck...

2010-06-05T22:25:00.001-07:00

im sticking ice stick on the tip of your dick. give your testicles a swift kick. aint that some shit? imma hard hard core, harder than a plymouth. aint no myth. its a nigga with a spliff. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. NOTORIOUS!!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-02T02:48:00.000-07:00

Dance camp was fun just now! We played like many games. The obstacle course was fun! but the flour part, haha, it makes me sick. So erm, the juniors are fun to mix with but some of the seniors which i dont wanna say who. He/she/they are like acting bitchy, big and not to forget annoying. Please lah, NO TIME. So yeah, the photos will be uploaded soon @ facebook. Do check it out! Oh and yes, the BBQ. I think im the who really ate alot =.= Overall it was fun for me and and especially the last part where me, mira, aidah dancing around, acting. Well, as i said, see it in facebook s o o n. Thanks for the 3days 2nights boogie crew. And waaaaaaaaaaait! Abg Jamyl is dissapointed in us :(

2010-05-28T05:47:00.001-07:00

Whats up with girls with thick make ups? HAHAHAHAHA. Disgustinnnnnng!

2010-05-17T22:36:00.001-07:00

Ok erm hello BYE.

2010-05-15T01:54:00.000-07:00

obviously, there's more!! (:

2010-05-13T00:18:00.000-07:00

Im hating girls who has big heads and small bodies or big bodies with small heads. And im hating guys with yellow teeth and unsharped nose. Im hating girls whom has bigmouth and big boobies. Fuh, very distracting. I hate guys who sits under the void deck with their guitars, i hate guys and girls with studs on their tounges. I hate girls with big foreheads. Well, my boogie bumpez girls are all alright. I really miss them eventhough i know i just saw them just now in school. I ee them like everyday. I hope no more conflicts between each of us. Tomorrow's the last day of exammination and we all can enjoy! Yeeeeeeeeepyyyyy! Kbye.

2010-05-10T02:28:00.000-07:00

I think there's something weird in my house. I was sleeping as usual alone outside cause my room was too squeezy as there were like two big wadrobe and my sister is already taking a lot of space. So i slept outside. Ive been sleeping outside for many months already but nothing weird happened until today. I slept well until about 4am in the morning. I thought it was a normal thing for me cause i always wake up like about 2 or 3 in the morning. I checked my phone and it was about 4 something in the morning. I tried to sleep back. Closed my eyes but i couldnt my eyes just wont close. I tried again and again until i felt something looking at me. I cant see in the dark and i didnt have my glasses on. I decided to check on my brother's sister's and the master bedroom door whether its closed or not. It was all closed and im all alone outside in the living room. I opened the master bedroom door and called my momma. "MAAAA!!!! SLEEP WITH ME OUTSIDE!!!" My momma was snoring, my papa too. "WHAT YOU WANT?!!!" Mom scolded me and i just left the room and continued to lie on the mattress. I tried closing my eyes again but it just wont. I tried praying and tried to sleep again but i just cant. I felt someone/something looking at me. It was scary. I folded my mattress and took my smelly favourite pillow with me and go inside the master bedroom. Woah, can you belive it, three people sleeping on the bed. I didnt shut the door and straight away lie on the bed. Mom was beside me, took my mom's hand and put it on my chest. I cant sleep i kept looking at the living room. It was dark and i felt something was looking at me again. I texted Alsheiq and right after that i can sleep. In the morning i wake up, "MOM!!! FOLLOW ME ON THE LIGHT AND TAKE MY TOWEL!!!" Luckily mom followed me, mom was standing beside the sofa rubbing her eyes. I ignored her and went to the bathroom and she went back to sleep. Went to school as usual just now and came back home. Mom called and asked me what happened just now at night. I told her what i felt and everything. From A to Z. Mom said something. "Do you know that when you asked me to follow you to on the lights and all, i was standing at the sofa right?" "YA, you were why?" "When you were walking towards the kitchen to on the light, i thought i saw something white standing at the door beshind you and when you switched on the light, it was gone!!! but i cant confirm because i was still in the mood to sleep or maybe i was hallucinating." "HUH? U SURE MOMMA?" "Maybe."

For malays. Korang doakan aku eh. Doakan keselamatan aku dan keluarga aku dan kalau dah tak pakai tilam tu, lipat lah. Tak bagus biarkan tilam tu tk lipat, tk baik. Dan jgn simpan barang2 busuk dalam rumah kau, mcm kasut2, stokin2 bacin pasal hantu setan suke. Tgk abg aku, dier letak je kasut dier stokin dier dlm rumah tk cuci pulak tu kan hantu setan dah diri sblah kasut dier dan korang bile balik rumah cakaplah Assalamualaikum kuat2 biar bende2 yang ikot korng balek tahu kau tu Islam jadi bende2 tu tak masuk rumah korang. Dan masuk bilik air keluar bilik air, pakai baju, makan, minum, tgk cermin, klua rumah, masuk rumah dan byk lagi, tolong baca doa. Klau tk tau bace bismillah dah cukop. Semoga Allah melindungi kami dari hantu setan dan ape2 bende jahat. Amin yarabbaallamin.

2010-05-07T04:43:00.000-07:00

Lets talk about my brother shall we? Yes, i just realised that i have one irritating brother. You know what? I just had a new phone and i havent even use it for like a day and he wanted to change mine with his old one. Im like so fucked up. MOFO! Serious hit sia, i scolded him, yelled at him and yet he still wanna change. I called mom and mom told me to change too. Fui, anak branak prangai sama. Prangai jubo! except aku ah. Ya, mom told me to change too. I was really damn pissed and i put the F phone down without saying bye and take my phone take out the sim card and everything. Throw my phone at the table. Fui after that he wanna act baik infront of me sia! Tadi pekik2 kat aku, sekarang nk step baik. "lenny tau mcm mane nk ano tk?" then i said "tkmo step baik lah!!!!!!!" Then he shut up. Hah, stupid faggot. So big but attitude still like small kid at the playground. Please ehh. Fui, and still got the cheek to use my facebook account. Like please, stupid mofo. Fui, and i think we mixed up simcards. Ughh.

2010-05-06T02:45:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum. Ini maknyer Lenny. Saya dengar dari Lenny yang ada kawannya kacau dia di sekolah. Saya tidak tahu siapa kerana dia tidak beritahu namanya. Saya hanya mahu bertanya siapakah budak hingus yang kacaunya. Sila letak nama anda di tagboard di sebelah. Tolong bekerjasama bersama pihak kami kerana sikap kerjasama sama anda amat kami hargai, terima kasih. Kami akan bekerjasama bersama pihak polis untuk mergorek lagi bahan bahan bukti untuk menyelesaikan kes ini.

Siak lah, punye lah boring. I have nothing to do but to post some shits in my blog. Erghh, someone come and talk cork with me please! Please! I prefer to talk cork than to talk pussy. Hehe. Oh yes something just POP in my head now. That is, why guys like boobs uh? Hehehe, what the fuck sia this thing going on in my head. Please, go away. I dont like this topic. SHOO SHOO! Pffffffd. You come again i tell my momma. Oh geez, this post is getting lame. Yes! Im so gay! :) and i miss my hair color. Never mind uh, later school holiday december im gonna color my hair white! hehehehe. Then later when school reopens, teacher ask 'Why's your hair colored?' and i'll be like 'its not colored. im old, you fag :)' Fui, confirm suspension! hehehe.

2010-05-06T02:10:00.000-07:00

Well, i cant wait to dance again. I miss my dancemates. Heeeheee. This mid year thingy is taking sucha long time and yet its taking a long time i still havent learn my Shaun Evaristo choreo! Shitz, and i think i'll be talking the one where he dance at the millenium. Its hard but i'll have to try.

2010-05-05T21:56:00.000-07:00

I dont like people who dont know my intention and tell other people not to mix around with me. Like ermm, get your facts right before telling others what to do and please dont assume that i have something up my sleeves. Like as if you can read my mind, can read my intention, know what im up to. You're not someone who controls everything people do. And yes, you should be the one who spammed my blog. Geez, next time put your name ok cause i can track you down. Thanks. If you assume that im talking about you, then its your business. Thanks for reading my blog anyway.

Lemme ask something. Until when you and you and you and you wanna live cursing people(maki maki orang) until when? haha. Sometimes in the bus or anywhere i hear people cursing other people. Haha, sometimes i laugh at them cause it looks like they're so uncivilised when some of them are not. Hahaha, so funny sia. The way they change the words. Like ermm.. lemme see what words they use. Lets say 'kimak' they will change it to 'kimEk' what the fuck is that sia? hahahahaha! Fui, if wanna curse, curse properly ok. But seriously, i hate people cursing other people. Like AS IF, they're so fine, so good, so big in this world. Like AS IF this world belongs to them. Oh please, get it right. This world belongs to God. Please. Dont go around, cursing others including me cause it will only show how your parents teach you. Well, some say that if you curse others, it will only show how disgraceful you are. So dont go around cursing others ok babygirl and babyboys. kimek!! hahahahhahahaha!

2010-05-05T05:00:00.000-07:00

Im gonna get that shoe im wearing! haha. the black addidas shoe which is like the HOT TOPIC between me and my babygirl. Fuh, the shoe cost hundred bugs siols. Ya, and omg can you believe that Jannah and i are cousins? i dont. Its like, a miracle! Oh ermm, today's sucha a boring long and hot day. I had to finish up my coursework so im sorry Abg Jamyl cause i didnt get to meet you just now. Sorry ok :) But! meet you soon ok! We guys miss you alot. Like damn lots. Hmmpf, many things is happening now and i dont want anything to happen between us, the boogie girls. Cause ermm i love each and every one of you so. And i dont want any conflicts between us or we have to sit down and sort things out. I love you guys to the .. to the .. ya to the arab guy who chat with me yesterday. chingching* and yer know what? MAYBE we're joining dance explosion thats like going on this 22nd may! fuh, its gonna be exciting but yeah its only a MAYBE. Have to see what mummy Tan says. She's like the cicak kobeng desicion maker, so ya. Oh shitx, i havent learn the dance that abg jamyl told us to learn. Any dancer knows what is his name? I forgot. It must me Shawn something soemthing.

2010-05-04T04:28:00.000-07:00

Got this fucker keep on disturbing me at MSN. He asked me whther i speak english. Then i thought "hmmm, dier ni slalu kacau aku kan. biar aku ckp philipines. biar tkya kacau aku lagi"
Dier dah stop kacau aku. Abeh ni skrang kacau lagi. Siak je.

elbrenss just sent you a nudge.

Nurlenny Emelda says:
magapako lahsokko masak ayam kari?

elbrenss says:
Do you speak Arabic

Nurlenny Emelda says:
mahakhekol konek lu kecik bodoh

elbrenss says:
What I do not understand your language

elbrenss is inviting you to start sending webcam. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?

You have declined the invitation to start sending webcam.

Nurlenny Emelda says:
mak kau gila bodoh. mana punya lelaki sial. nak suro aku bukak cam aku je.

elbrenss says:
Please I do not understand

Nurlenny Emelda says:
kari ayam masak konek. haha.

elbrenss says:
ok
by

Hahaha. bodoh siak kau. bodoh nyer kafir, haha

2010-05-02T22:30:00.000-07:00

Well, this is Isty(in red) and me(in white). Haha, both of us are craazy. Well as you can see from the photo. Isty Ardillahwanty's my babygirl. hehe, well dont you all know we're gay? Some say we're like sisters. I love her very very much (L) muahmuah.

2010-05-02T01:31:00.000-07:00

(my face so disturbing when i go to sleep, hehe)

Yesterday was pretty much fun. Had lots of fun in the school. The aircon was super mafaking cold. We were making noises in the room when all the girls are sleeping. Its hard to sleep. Lazy to elaborate on what'd happened, ok bye.

2010-04-30T23:01:00.000-07:00

I know you dont like me but why cant you say it to my face? Just say it to my face. Bitching to your friend about me wont make anything change in fact it will make you hate me more and i dont want that to happen cause i do really treasure you. Please, if you're not happy with me tell me. I wanna have a word with you because i cant take this 'thing' anymore. Eh kalau tk puas hati dgn aku, sini ah kita duduk bobal minum kopi sama-sama. Kau kalau taknak mengaku kalah, kita bobal hati ke hati. On one one. Mahu pa? Aku bilang kau eh, actually aku pon tknk mengaku kalah pasal aku tak rasa aku salah dalam kesemuanya. Kau yang nak gadoh sangatkan, aku nak join kau nie. Kita gadoh ye? Kau tkmo pkr aku takot, aku tak takot. Assalmualaikum :)

2010-04-30T02:41:00.000-07:00

Annoying People

Sometimes i just cant stand annoying people. Who thinks they are better off than the others. Who thinks they are good. Who thinks highly of themselves. Who likes to compare. I dont like this kind of people. So annoying and it pissed me off. Huh. Sometimes when i keep quiet and just smiled it means that i am already annoyed with you. Dont go pissing people off eventhough you don't realise it. Think before you do something please because it is so annoying!

With the dancers

Tomorrow going to sleep in school with the dancers because we're having CIP the next day. Foh, nasib Dian tak tidur. Kalau tk, habis satu bilik bau hancing. Dian's quite ok lah but sometimes she is just plain annoying and retarded. Well, thats what people say and well me too. I cant wait to see the dancers! Hehehehehe. Its gonna be fun. Hey guys, we at night we play game ah. Play hide and seek or true and dare!! Foh! Best! Its gonna be F U N! You guys must be sportive uh. If not, i sir-laaaaaaaaaaaaaap you. Hehehe. Then after that we take a lot of pictures and hell yeah, imma gona post it here, in my boring blog where else? chingching*

I miss you Dad

Dad, you know how much i love you but why arent you home yet? I miss you very much. I want the old you. Mom's at home all stress out without you here and mom gets angry so easily. Dont ask about Abang and Kakak. Those two are useless. I tried talking to mom but in the end, i would get scolded. Why arent you home yet dad? We all miss you. Food's all finished at home.. Nobody wants to buy.. Sometimes i go starving at home because i know if i eat, mom wouldnt have any food to eat when she come back from work. Please come home dad, now. I need you. I know you wouldnt know if im sad or not because its just that i dont want show you that im weak.. I dont wanna show you that i cry.. Im just a your lil girl who wants you to see that she's strong but infact she's not.. Please dad. Come home....

Ya Allah

Dear God, please give me strength to face this. Give me strength.. Please open my dad's heart and make him think of us and come back home.. Dear Allah, you must really know how down i am now.. Its only you i can turn to now.. Its you i can seek for help.. You're the greatest.. Please shower my family with some love.. The family is in great misery now.. Please give us strength.. Amin yaraballamin.

Down despite the happy face

Im feeling very down despite the happy face that acts as a mask. Nobody knows how im feeling right now. My family is like goin seperate ways and im like the one in the middle. I tried making people laugh despite im the one feeling down.. I feel happy when friends laugh at my jokes, sometimes it just makes my day. When i recall the times i had with Aifah, Isty, Aidah, Ira, Jannah, Camx, Sansan it makes me happy. to be frank, sometimes you guys pissed me off. Each one of you. But never mind, i still love you guys. Muahmuah. I love Aidah(moyang), Ira(nenek), Aifah(mummy), Isty(cucu), Jannah(cicit) and camx and sansan.

2010-04-27T17:17:00.000-07:00

RUDE PEOPLE

I fucking hate rude people whom i call sometimes. They're so rude. I called them and they were busy. So what if you're busy? So what if you're eating? So what if you're studying? That doesnt mean you have to be rude. Imagine i was someone who you like or love, and i called you, would you talk like that? I bet no. Fuck, im your friend and you talk to me this way. I bet you if i talk to you that way, you will go around complaining to others. I hate it if i said 'Hello' nicely and they go answering to me 'Ape?' in a rude manner. Sometimes i just wanna tell them off on the phone but i just control my anger. Oh geez, i seriously hate it. And and when they put down the phone without saying 'Bye'. Okay, thats quite a nothing kind of thing for me actually but its so annoying. i never talk to my friend on the phone like that before. Please. Oh ya, and the best part is when i havent even finish my sentence, you put down the phone. The feeling is so great!! Yaaayyy! Dont ask me who im talking about in this post cause i wont tell you who. To me, who feels the burn in the ass, well then that person is you.

2010-04-27T02:21:00.000-07:00

Guys, do check out Dian's blog ok. Its under my link area beside this, hahaha. Do tag her blog but hey dont spam ok.

2010-04-27T00:06:00.000-07:00

gmbr tk censored haha. aku tgh garok pantat sak! hahahaha

School was a draaaaaaagged. Boleh mati aku. Exams was making it worse. It was easy as abc but i was sleeping the whole while. Told you it was a habit. I didnt do well for my composition, asal boleh hentam aja lah. Well, sleeping in school this saturday but before that anybody wanna hang out and talk cork with me? Its so gon be fun! Hehe, especially with someone who's noisy like me :] teeeeheeee. Well, im so bored right now. I have nothing to talk about today. Goodbyes.

2010-04-26T03:00:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i wonder why those people dont realise when their hurting someone. Well, its not like as if im saying im perfect. It just makes me wonder why.. Im really sad now. Luckily there was mummy and cucu for me to express my feelings to. I dont like people pushing me around, i dont like people to shout at me or even scold me. It really hurts deep inside and i really dont show it. Firstly, when you push me around, it makes me feel small. I know im petite but that doesnt mean you have to push me around. Secondly, i dont like people to shout at me or even scold me. It makes me feel sad and it makes me feel low. It really hurts me... I dont like people talking about how small my size is. I hate it. Sometimes when you say that, it makes me feel very low that i dont even dare to look at myself in the mirror. I think the boogie crew knows about it. Sometimes during dance when i dont wear my long pants, i dont even want to look at myself. I hate everything about me. Sometimes i wonder why am i so small? Why? Some comment on my size but i just smile and i will say "Say what you wanna say i dont care." but frankly, i really do care its just that i dont wanna show you that i care. Stop commenting on my size like as if yours so nice... So ya, back to the actual topic. Nehh, never mind. It really makes me sad talking about this. Hmmm. tomorrow MYE already. I still am lost. I know nothing about the topics or which part to study. Well, forget it. I wanna dance. I miss dancing):

2010-04-25T02:11:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow school start again. Boring!! Tuesday exams. Ughh, i still havent start my revisons yet. I dont even know a thing about maths except the thing Jannah taught me, thats all. Well, fuck it. I dont wanna step down next year. Hmmmmmm... Its gonna be boring without dance. Hey, i keep changing topics. Ugh. Fuck lah, nvm, bye.

2010-04-24T07:49:00.000-07:00

Isty Ardillahwanty. She's been there for me when im alone. She's been hearing my problems when i have one. She's been there for me to talk shit with. She's been there for me when i feel so down. She's been there when i need her. She's my friend. In fact, she's my best friend/sister. She'e been there defending me if someone scold me. She's been there all the while. I treat her like my own sister. Sometimes, we scold each other but its like a joke to us. We bitch about people together, laugh together, dig nose together and do some other stuffs together. I love her, she's my sister now. I promise not to hurt her.

Mohd Alsheiq. He's one irritaing guy who doesnt know how to comfort girls, haha. But, he's cutely annoying. Haha, hey see the second picture. Walao, like bangla sia the skin! hahahaha! im gon be dead if he reads this, haha. Nah, fuck it i DONT CARE. hehehe. Well, its hard to contact him nowadays. I miss the times. Well sometimes, he made me very angry but i will end up laughing to his stupid funny jokes. Well, i wonder where he is now. This short guy. Hehe.

Nuraidah Saleh. She's the oldest, so we guys call her moyang. "Moy" for short. She's not that cute, haha! But i am. She is crazy and sometimes she gets annoyed quickly. She likes coke and eating. She always have ultimate value box from kfc. She likes to dance in class. She likes plain blogskins. She's ok and she's my sista to and i love her. Sometimes her jokes are not that funny but i tend to force myself to laugh cause i dont wanna make her paiseh, haha. Sometimes, she's so lame that i wanna pinch her boobs, hehe.

Nuruljannah Sukor. This girl, i tell you. Irritaing! haha. She and her lame jokes, fuck sia. Tak boleh tahan aku. Hahaha, Nehh, she's ok too. When she's sick, dont make her angry. She'll make you angry in the end. When she's angry she tend to like wanna have a fight with people. She made me pee in pants two times cause she made me laugh so hard, haha.

These are all a few of my favourites, still got more.

2010-04-24T07:07:00.000-07:00

Haha, today was so tiring. Today felt so slow and so tiring. Went out to miss siti's wedding and somewhere after that. Went home early. Isty and i found many things that we like, hehe. The shoes isty! the shoes! :] Well, i wanna talk about old people today. Somehow, i pity the ones staying in the old folks home. Sometimes, i pity the ones working at the coffee shop wiping our tables. I pity the ones, eating alone at the playground. I pity the ones who sell tissue paper for 20cents a day. I pity the ones who make music by the sideway. Everytime i look at them, i felt sorry for them. Sometimes i find me asking myself 'where is their children? why arent they taking care of their parents?' But when i think again, me myself dont listen to my parents. I ignored them, shout at them. Im no good too. Sometimes i find myself crying alone in the corner, locking myself in the room. I feel so sad when dad didnt come home for days now. I miss him. And mom is stress cause dad's not here and she always end up telling me how she feels and it made me sad. I cried but no one knows. I dont where's dad now, its hard to contact him. But when i managed to, i always end up getting scolded and i will tend to shout at him and throw vulgarities at him. Mom's not here, she's outside having fun with her friends in malacca and i hope she will feel better. Sister's not talking to me and ever look at me. Brother is always scolding me. Never mind, i dont give a damn bout those two. Its just my mom and dad. I feel so down. I tend to cry at night on my bed, hiding myself under my blanky, crying softly so no one will hear me. My family is not as close as it used to be when i was about 9. Everything changes. I hate the change, i cant adapt to it. I wanna cry. Allah, please give me strength.... Amin.

2010-04-22T05:52:00.000-07:00

Exams coming, haha. Chill lah, "no big deal" This athirah is starting to panic. Chill lah babe, exam only. haha. Be like me, teacher just gave out the question paper and i take my pen open the cap, and put my head on the table and start to sleep. Half and hour later, hehe i woke up. Or maybe and hour later. Chill lah, athirah. Haha. What the fuck? Omg, guys this is just some habit of mine which i cant get rid of during exams. Well tomorrow's speech day. Not that excited cause im not performing ): Haish, forget about it. Well, something happened during dance just now. Abg jamyl aregued with OM. Haiyo! I wasnt there but i heard what happened from my crewmates, i was like 'uh? omg.'

2010-04-20T06:29:00.000-07:00

Supp! hehe, today so tired. School was a dragged and i hate school. I was sleeping the whole while. Okay whatever. Hehhe, i asked my fellow classmates. I asked guys lah. I asked them 'Eh, i ask you something ah. Why guys like breast?' They were all like giving me the shocking face. I ignored and smiled. Wait! did i post about this before? hmm. Never mind lah. Now, i wonder why guys like girls with big boobs? I asked my guys friends, they were all like 'no lah, not too big lah. so ugly sia.' Im like 'really uh? then what size you want?' They were all like 'A cup lah, like yours. Yours A cup right?' Im like 'Hello?! what the fuck, shut up lah, dont ask me that kind of question.' Then they go making noises and smiling cheekily at me 'Wooooo.' Im like 'Ok, then the nips you guys want what colour? pink or what sia?' Hahha, i forgot what the four of them answered me. Well, we are very very open about talking this shits. Well, you guys can talk to me about this im an expert but please dont ask me any stupid questions regarding me. Tomorrow isty and i gonna get a haircut, maybe.

2010-04-18T09:03:00.000-07:00

(luckily my face can be seen haha!)

Yesterday was fun and tiring. I went to Shanghai dolly at clark quay with Isty, Aidah and Iqit. Haha, i really enjoyed it. Well, until i can imagine boogie bumpez and i dancing on the stage. So ok, funky nutz won second place (: The tanglin boys got first! I really like when sleeq perform. Omg! Alyph sleeq so cute sia! He bend down and sang to me! I was smiling like nobody's business! He's super cute! Kalah daddy i. hehe. After that went to Fabian's chalet and Abg Jamyl came too. Talk cork with him haha! (:

2010-04-14T01:54:00.000-07:00

Ok, sekarang aku taknak jadi minah lagi. Aku insaf atas kesilapan aku yang dulu dan aku berjanji tidak akan berbual seperti itu lagi lah sialxx! Oops, astaraughfirullahalazim. Maafkanlah, dosa ku. Eh gangku yang dulu, aku mahu korang semua untuk bertaubat. Semakin hari kita semakin tua dan semakin tk lawa. Jadi, buang lah name merhapek marhaban kamu itu dan tukarlah seperti nama ku sekarang iaitu adalah Hajah Nur Gajah telinga besar suka nah berak dlm seluar bin bapak gua. Sedap kan? Tukarlah nama kamu semua, ya kawan kawan ku dan jikalau nak maki hamun, janganlah maki. Kalau maki saya, saya make sure saya tendang tetek awak ya, hehe ^.^ Saya mahu awak semua untuk bersembahyang, bernaji, memakai pakaian yang bertutup aurat ok? Tukarlah perangai korg semua yg semakin hari semakin siak tu dan join lah group aku, ya itu grp bdk2 baik untuk the Hajah(s) and Haji(s). Nama ku sekarang bkn mehmel meh sini kucing samurai jeponxzxz warriorxzxz chayanks u.. mentos bbystar..muahmuah rawrrrr! tapi nama ku adalah, Hajah Nur Gajah telinga besar suka nah berak dlm seluar bin bapak gua. Dan lagu ini, di blog saye betol2 make me realise. Awak semua pegi click kat video tu, then bace lyrics dier. Hiayo ):

Another post in english, below. And sorry to my chinese friends because i put up an islamic song on my blog. But dont give bad comments, respect it. Its my religion.

2010-04-14T01:33:00.000-07:00

Hello! Woaah, today's whether is so hot, i cant take it. I was sweating like a pig walking home. Bought myself a cool refreshing drink. School was alright, slept in math class for the whole two periods and i didnt take my test cause i was sleeping. I got an A2 for my social studies thingy. Well, its not an exam, its just some shits i did for social studies and i got 9/12 for it. Passed my home econs test too and all i got is a sweet. Whatever lah. Dance in the morning. Ive got no comment. The sec ones was very rude to abg jamyl and seriously i was pissed. I think im gonna talk to them tomorrow. Seriously, they're very rude. They answer to evertything abg jamyl say. Especially Kimberly and Jamie. Never mind, im gon talk to them guys/girls tomorrow, i think? ok whatever. Dian was very noisy during dance just now. Walao, she pee-ed in pants, keep quiet lah, still got the cheek to talk loudly. No shame. I wonder if she bathes when she goes to school, haha. She's very very popular among my classmates since i post about her peeing in her pants during dance in my blog. Many of my classmates asked me about her, haha. When she walks pass my class, everyone gon be like 'hey! omg! lenny!! look!' hahaha, something like that. She's very annoying and i hate it. Very noisy and i hate it and lastly, very kpo! haiyo, makcik2 pon kalah siak.

2010-04-11T02:59:00.000-07:00

Yo yo! Sape nak main yo yo? Haha, k mepek. Hmmm, who wants to join my gang? Im the leader. Isty's the assistant leader. Ok ok, yg dlm grp aqu cekarang ishh Isty (Mylson ke'ai aint minahrep lah siol!), Lydia (Lydia jepunxz) Aifah ( Ifah bangla ape entah aku tktau) Jannah (ape entah aku lupe) Aidah ( ni pon aku lupe) Hehe, dah byk nie! sampe lagi nak join?! Blang aku! Aku boss lah sialX. Hehe, dah semaken bnyk nie. Mira!! Nk join tak? Haha, join ah! Kite mesty erhhhhh................kite mesti conquer satu singapura lah seyx!!! Gua mahu suma memeber2 gua utk dengar cakap gua sebab cekarang gua adalah boss! Lu suma ada fahamxz? Cekarang gua mahu lu suma utk carik budak2 baru untuk joinxx in gang!! Pacal gua mau suma bdk2 hingus tahu bapa besar gua dan bapa kecik badan gua!! MUAHAHA. (*chey, dah start gila aku*) okiex, lepashh korangsssh dahq dpt korqxzxz kenerq bilangxx i! maksod aku, bilang gua! Paham tarqkx? Lu suma kenerq BOW kat gua bila korang npk gua, PAHAMXZX? Ok, ni suma adalah rules nak masok gang gua! Lu suma harus ada nama minahxzxzxz, lu suma kena ada prangai yg mepekxzxz!! Lu suma kana respect satu sama lainxzxzzxzxz OKIEX? ok GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to hell. haha. nehh, just kidding. GOOO ! muakxzxzxz. Ni suma dari mehmel meh sini kucingsamurai jeponxzxz warriorrxx chayankss u mentos.. MUAKCS. Ok go!! muahmuah ^^

2010-04-11T01:09:00.000-07:00

How i wish i can be much more better in dancing. How i wish i can be a bit fatter. How i wish i can be rich. How i wish i have long wavy hair. How i wish i can get my hands on a starbucks drink. Ahhh yerrr, so tempting. Hmm, i cant wait to have real practice during dance. Abg Jamyl said that he's gonna drill us! Yayy! First time ok, must be happy. We're gonna run around the school! Haha, nie aku semangat abeh yg 2.4k, tak. Yaaa, mampos ah. Haha, eh now everybody is gonna talk minah! Yessah! Korg, buat group nk tk? hahaha, one day kita jadi besar punya gangsta! hahahaah :]

2010-04-10T04:08:00.000-07:00

Hey, speech day's coming. Guys, should i sing? If he comes, then should i sing? Hahaha, ok im serious. Shoud i sing? I wanna dedicate this song to him. Should i? Ive been practicing the rap part too. Oh did i mention what song im singing? I think im gonna sing Baby by Justin Bieber. Well, if he didnt come then just postponed it to National day or whatever. Hmmm, see first lah hoh. Read my post below too :]

2010-04-10T00:39:00.000-07:00

I dont care what you talk about me. I dont care what you bitch about me. I dont care about everything you said about me. I dont care if you insult me. I dont care if you said anything about me cause it just makes my confidence higher. I dont give a shit what you think about me. I have my own life to live. I have my own crew that i really respect and i really love. To you mofos, say a shit about me, and i doubt that i care. Fuck it, i dont care what you call me, it will just reflect badly on you. On how your parents thought you well, or not. Say a shit about me, say it to my face. I'll just smile at you and walk away cause i dont care what you think and what you said, it wont affect me. Well, like aifah said, if you wanna say shits about me, say it to my face, if you cant, then dont think of even saying it all and if you wanna say shits about me, dont come calling your friends to confront me. You're just showing me how coward you are by calling your friends. If you think you're that big, come and confront me by yourself. Please, i really dont give a fuck what you think about me. Im just being myself, well if you dont like how im being, fuck off. Dont go staring at me, cause really, i dont care. Who the hell are you to me? You're not that big for me to be scared of, for me to respect. Well, that is, if you respect me, i'll respect you back. To you haters, fuck off. Dont waste your time talking bad about me, i dont care:]

2010-04-09T08:51:00.000-07:00

Okay guys, nie aku post aku type sembarang je. I wanna try2. Hehe :] Tkmo ketawe atau marah k korg? haaha. Aku sembarang je (:

Hey, haha. Aku nk blaja mcm mane care minah2, mat2 sume bobal ah sia. Hahha, mcm cool gitu lah KAN? hahaha. (*Erhhh, mcm mane ehh. Shit sia, i dontknow*) Hmmm. Eh sial lah! Penat siao nari. hahaha. Aku pey erhh.. aku peyh napfa aku pass lah sial. Biase ah sia, mehmel meh sini kucing jepon warriorzxzxzxz chayanks u.. muacks sape tk knal sia!? Kimak, kwn bersepah sia satu singapura. Even kat india, bangla knal aku. AMACAM? mau lawan pe sia? hahahahaha. (*cant believe im doing this*) erhhhhhhh........ aku peyh standing broad jump aku pass lah siaLLLL. 180cm. amacm? untuk bdk KATEK mcm gua, bagos kan? Aku peyh shuttle run pon baek ah. Aku dapat 10.05secs. Okay lah tu. haks!! eh, penat sia satu badanzxzxzx. K GO. hahaha, (*k go ape uh? i dontknow*) erhhh betina, tkmo bobal world kat sini ah sia!!!!! bobal universe ah sia!! world2 aku tk maen ah. hahahaha. aku tl lyn bdk taik mcm kau!! hah!! (*mepek sehh i*) erhhhh, aqukshhsh nk ciaoxzxzz, penat LAH SEY!! :]

Omg, i dont belive i wrote that, hehe. Guys, this is not like teasing or what, its just for fun. Make my blog more interesting for my readers. Tomorrow, maybe Isty coming to my house. Learning the dance, that we are told to learn and we must do our solo on wednesday, ahh!! Omg, im so nervous. Hmmm. K lah, byebye :] Oh ya, another post below, read it too .

2010-04-09T08:30:00.000-07:00

Haish, i watched this video many times. I realised that i suck. Im weak. When i dance, the part at the song 'watchu want' the third song. My back's hunch. (back bongkok) Part ' pressed on your back, so watchu want nigga...' Ugh, i suck, i suck!! ):

2010-04-06T05:52:00.000-07:00

Nurlenny Emelda Bte Mazani. Wanna know more about this ugly girl? Well here goes.

Im annoying. Im irritating. Im ugly. Im cheerful. Im shy sometimes. Im super loud. Im noisy. Im friendly. Im caring. Im forgetful. Im kind. Im fucking lazy. I love dancing. I love boogie bumpez. I love Sheiq. I love eating. I love rap. I wanna rap someday. I wanna act. I wanna be an actress someday. I love singing. I have a brain that function slowly. I have white teeth. I dont wash my socks. I dont know why home doesnt feel like home. I like chocolates. I like milo. I like spicy food. I like eminem. My family hates me. My family hates me dancing. My family hates everything i did/done/do. My family dont talk to me. Im alone, a loner when at home. I do my shit things at home and get scolded every fucking time. Oh ya, im a bit dirty minded, SHH!

My name : Nurlenny Emelda Bte Mazani
My minahrep name : MehMEL kuchinkk jepon warriorxzxz chayankxzxz eu.. lah siaL.
Which do you prefer? my real name right? hah. Namerq minah-rep kuq mepeksshh narqk mampozxzxzx.

2010-04-06T03:38:00.000-07:00

Sorry to those who dont understand malay but im gonna post in malay today. Eeee, siak ah. Geli siak aku. Kau annoying giler siah, knn. Prangai jubo. Nak step mane nyer hotstuff je. At least aku tk hot, aku tk step mcm kau lah siak. Kau nk step. Beg mane nyer murah, beli tktau kat mane. Aku rase beg kau, kau dpt free sia. Idung kau kasik kemek/kecik dulu ah sia. Besar nk mampos. Kite sume tk suke kau ah. Annoying gile. Nak step kau tahu byk je. Seriously sia, kau annoying bodoh. Tktau jgn nk step kau tau ah, puki. Pathetic sak kau. Dgn kau nye life sume, eee, pathetic sak. Step buat muke kesian depan awesome. Erghh. Sickening face. Amek gmbr laki aku, letak kat phone kau. Knn ccb. Tkde keje lain pe? Ehk, laki aku sendiri mrh tau tak. Dier ckp muke kau mcm haha, tkpe, tknk ckp. Nk step mane nyer 'hotness beb' Please lah. Pakai skirt tinggi2, nk tunjuk tetek kau yg tk bape besar. Tuck in dlm2, eeew. Amek gmbr mepek sume. Lepak tu je keje kau, yuck. exam nk dkat bodoh, tktau nk blaja ke? At least, sebodoh2 aku, aku try nk blaja k. Dari kau? otak pndai, prangai mepek. Takbole tahan siak aku tgk kau. You fake, faggot, asshole, mofo, fucker ;] hahaha. Oh ya, sape2 terase dier nye psl, jgn salahkn aku (: aku tk ckp name kau pon, hehe. PEACE!! haha, muahh! :]

2010-04-05T09:02:00.000-07:00

Fuck! I hate some people in my class who just wont stop their talking. Hah! Stupid siaa, knn. I was at the back with Isty, we were trying our best to listen to the teacher. The class was fuckin noisy. Until i shouted 'WALAO!!! FUCKING NOISY SIAA!!' They all looked at me and i gave them the 'whut chu want?!' look. Then i was like 'SHUT UP LAH MOFOS!!!!!' Ughhh, friggin noisy siaa. But last2, i also join in, haha and i also got scolded. haha, ckp org dier pon same =.=" Oh ya, Isty told me to move to onsugar, soon ayte. Oh ya readers, soon ayte. Will inform asap. Bye, its late and i wanna get some sleep.

2010-04-05T07:53:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to Jurong point, haha. It was one tiring day, like seriously. Lemme start. Ayte, went out to meet the rest. There's one guy who talked to me in the bus. Im like 'WOO!' Then last2, he asked for my digits, im like 'Errrhh, entah, heh.' Then i just alighted from the bus. Okay, walked quickly to the 7 eleven and waited for the rest. Saw Moyang there waited with her. All come already and we took the mrt to boon lay. Haha, it was friggin funny when we were in the MRT. Omg, haha. Then reached JP and walked here and there. By the time we went down and bangla pon dah ramai lah. I hate it !! grrr. Okay, then went into the crowds to get a good clear view of the stage. Some were annoying, in fact all were annyoing. They kept on pushing here and there. Good lah to those who can get in =D We're stuck outside with the bangla. Omg, stood there like three hours. The banglas were annoying. One of them touch my ass with the hands and some point of a time, i can feel his dick at my ass! I was like 'Ayyerrr! stop touching lah!!!' The banglas all step sia! Fuck it lah. We all were like 'ehk, annoying sah dorg. step tau je psl dance.' In my heart i was like 'kau dtg sini menyemak biken baju aku bau kau babi.' i went home, i scrub my body with dettol!! haha. Aidah was funny. She blocked the banglas view and the bangla was like 'excuse me. you can move?' And yer know what aidah did? She turned to the bangla and shouted 'CANNOT!!!!!!' haha, siak je tu nenek tua. Hmm, Thks to abg moyang who sent us home with his car, appreciate it lots.

Okay, haha. Today was tiring but fun, well a bit. I almost lost my voice teaching Brenda krump. Tk dpt2 sak tu tetek besar. Harap tetek je besar abeh buat pon tk betol. Tgk mcm aku, tetek tk besar, aku boleh buat. Tetek kau bagi aku ah, confirm lawa nye aku joget, dah ade impact. Hah!! Harap kau nyer chest pop je lawa, laen hancor =.=" Tkpe2, aku faham situasi kau. Tetek kau besar that why kau boleh buat chest pop. Ehk, sabar tetek aku tk besar, chest pop aku ok je. Hmmmm, kau nie .. weird lah tetek besar. Hmmm. Aku ajar berniece lebih baik sak, aku ckp betol2. Hehe.

Ehk!! Why am i posting in malay? Haha. Okay whatever. Maybe going out with the crew this saturday. Wait, maybe not. Well, whatever i dont know. Hmmm, yeahh to whoever who feels the burn i the ass. Stop looking at like you wanna do something to me. Yeeks, please. I hate the way you look at me when i walked passed your class, you walked pass me, i walked pass you and your "gang" and whenever. I hate it! I hate guys looking at me like that. Please, you're buggin me out. God!! Ughh. Okay, whatever. Ehk, Aifah hope your okay now sista!! haha, love you too lah. Dont worry too much about yer know what ayte! Muackss, haha. Hey! i just remebered. Aifah, me, Isty, Jannah, Aidah were picking on some minahreps' names. haha! Wanna know whats mine? Its kinda lame you know. Well mine's mehMEL meh sini kucingsamurai jepon chayanks u mentos..MUACKS. Hehe, lame right? haha. Well, the rest of them, go ask yourself cause i forgot what's theirs. WAIT! i remember. Aifah's name is, Ifah Bangla hitam and Jannah's one is erhh .. long arh hers. Hhaha. I forgot hers. You know why she name hers bangla? Cause some minah(s) the name have Jepon and what ever idk but hers is bangla. Dah bangla, campor lah hitam, haha =D

2010-04-02T08:52:00.001-07:00

Yes, very bored now. Gonna study tomorrow, hope its not cancelled. I really need help in my subjects. All my subjects. Im gonna fail my exams. Haishh.. Yeahh, fuck it. So ya, did i told you guys about me asking some guysin my class something? hehe, i was sitting at the back and i had nothing to do so this question pops in my head and i decided to ask them. 'Eh, how come guys loves women's breast uh?' One of them was like 'Errrrhh .. why u ask me this kind of question? Hmmm, guys dont have it thats why they wanna touch cause they're curious. Guys are curious.' Im like 'Ohhh haha ok.' Then i asked another one. He said 'Hmmm, cause guys dont have it mah thats why.' Then he touch his chest and make a breast shape. ahaha. Then i asked the other one. He answered me 'How i know? You ask me for what?' Im like 'You guy right? haiyo!' So yeahh, if im bored in class i intend ask my classmates stupid stuffs or do stupid stuffs with my classmate and get scolded by the teacher. Well sometimes lah i get scolded (: hehe. Yeahh, mom and dad quarelled just now. We went to expo to buy tv and vacumm cleaner and one big oven. We went, they quarrelled just because of one stupid tv and we went back home they quarrelled cause one stupid friggin tv. They shouted at each other .. i was so sad sia .. Then they quarrelled and shouted and shouted. They called each other bodoh. Hah. Then i cant take it anymore. I said 'EHK!! Senang kate kan! DUE2 BODOH!!!!!!' Then both of them look at me, and kept quiet. I thought it was ok already. Then the next second, quarrelled again. =.=" I shouted again 'DIAM LAH BODOH!!!! AGHHHHHHHH!!!' They kept quiet and the next second quarrelled again. The next ten minutes, they stop already and my father comfort my mother. I was like talking to myself 'eleh si tue nie. nk step baek plak.' Then he talked to me. 'Lenny nk minom air tak? Kite turon, minom air. Nak tak?' I was angry and sad. I said 'Eh pls. Lenny tk bobal dgn org bodoh ehh.' Then my father said 'Hmmm. Ayah pon tktau asl ayah gini ...' I was like ........ 'Hah, psl ayah bodoh!!!!' My dad looked at me and said 'tkmo ckp gitu tau, dose.' YEEKS. Then i said 'EH? dose lenny tanggong ah!!' Hahh, but i dont believe lah that i called both of them stupid. Hmm, i must apologise to themm. I feel very guilty siaa. Haiyoooo so bad of me ):

2010-04-01T21:16:00.000-07:00

Body aches everywhere. I wana go out today but im lazy and tired. Furthermore, my crewmates are all tired. I wanna catch a movie but i dont know with who. I wanna study but i cant, i dont even know a thing. I wanna do something useful but i ended up playing comp. I wanna help my mom but she's not at home. I wanna do something. I dont know whether i have any homeworks and if i do have one, im not gonna do it cause i will do it anyhow, i dont want that. It is better if you dont do it than you do it anyhow. I dont wanna clean the house, im lazy. Ok bye.

2010-04-01T08:55:00.000-07:00

Suppp! Ok, had a great day today especially dance. Okay lets start. Actually i didnt wanna go school today cause i was friggin lazy. School's boring, DUH! Okay, went to school and the class got scolded cause some didnt go to the prefects investisure thing. (*nilai setitik rosak susu belange*) Coz of some classmates of mine, the whole class got scolded. Okay, english was fun. We watched movie. The class was friggin noisy haha. I was one of the ones who made noise. Like duh, who dont know me? heh. Joined in the boys and made noise. Laughed a lot just now with the boys and ahtiong once again did he's thing. Teacher almost kick me out of the class cause i was being too noisy. Grrr, who the hell are you to kick me out? WTF. Hahaha, then Bryan thought me how to write my own songs (: geeee! i will try it someday when im free. Then did our IC. Mr Rashidin said 'How come i hear cat sound?' Then he look at isty and i. We're sitting at the back of the class doing something, well which im not gonna tell you. Well, we didnt Mew of course. Blablablabla, school ended. Then went to RP to get lunch. Isty and i was like ... erhhh how am i suppose to describe us? Hahaha.

Oh well, then went to dance room. Haha, i feel very very happy whenever i step into that room. It feels like home. Saw the rest sitting. Sat down too. Taught sec one krump. Well, its hard yer know whenever i get someone who's like being forced to dance. I hate it. Well, but her facial expression's kinda good. The way she expressed angry, aggresiveand hard is good but a bit funny lah when i ask her to show me her angry face, i wanted to laugh my ass off. Haha. But good lah. Well, but she kinda slow to get the steps. I was like 'bounce bounce bounce bounce!' but all i heard form her is '.....................(crickets creeking)' I asked her to make noise. I was the loudest in the room despite people shouting and counting the timing. I was at the front with her 'Ugh! Ugh! Ugh! yeah!! turn!! turn!! hands!! hands! down!! JUMP!!' She was like 'uhhhhh....yeaaaa....' thats all. I was like =.=" alamak dek nie. Aku ketok tetek dier. Ugh, i asked her to be expressive but she was just like looking blankly at me..................... Tetek kau aku ketok dgn bottle besar aku baru tau. EEEKS! Played 'chop chili chop' after that.

Oh my, i think im gonna break my foot not long from now. Im serious. Its hurting. My foot's bone hurts, A LOT. I think its because when i keep doing that thing everytime. Haha, i dont know what its called. Do you know what its called when micheal jackson always touches his crotch and tiptoe? Idk what its called but im doing it everytime and everyday. Well, just to perfect it. But now it hurts. Oh mannn, too bad lah. But i still wanna continue what im doing though.

2010-03-31T01:03:00.000-07:00

Wednesdays are always a one tiring day. Haish, especially this one, today. Watching them dance makes me wanna cry cause i cant dance ): Hah, and this is all because of one te-qua. Yeah, what the fuck. Ive got nothing interesting to update today. Oh yes, yesterday someone pee-ed in her pants cause she cant control her bladder. The whole dance room stink! Yeeeks! Aifah saw her legs wet and the room floor is wet. Omg! i can die inside the room. Woahh, she still act like nothing happen sia. I was helping Jannah tie her hair then she walking towards us. Jannah saw, jannah said "OKAY EVRYBODY CLOSE YOUR NOSE!" haha, teros tk jadi dtg kat kite sak, dier gi blakang balek. Eeee, i opened the windows and the door. It stink!! Yucks, discusting girl. But before this happen, i was sitting infront/middle of the dance room and everyone was like crowding around me then she came too. At first i didnt know it was her. I asked 'What the fuck is this smell coming from!?' Haha, so smelly i tell you. Te-qua also lose. Eeeeeyer, then i asked Jannah 'Who the hell didnt wash her pussy sia?' Hahaha, Jannah was like 'Dian! hahahaha.' Im like 'Oh maybe ah! haha.' But at last it was true. Everyone cant concentrate dancing cause of the smell. She went to the toilet but she didnt even change her short to skirt or whatever, she just wear it. Yucks, discusting sia she. I wonder how her mom take the smell when her mom pick her up from school yesterday. Woahh, sit on her mom's lap somemore. Confirm smelly sia her mom's pants. Yeeeks!

2010-03-29T20:48:00.000-07:00

I didnt go to school today. My tummy hurts ): I dont know its been two days already.. I cant take it sia. The pain so painful.WTF. Haishhh, never mind but ill be going to school for dance later on. Hope i can take the pain while learning the steps cause i dont even know the steps. Well, SOME. Nevermind lah, lazy to update i wanna go and rap! haha, chey what the fuck. Ok lah, byebye! (: Oh ya, Bryan you wait eh. I practice my rappin' then we battle it out! MUAhahahahahaha. Gee, Nizam Superkiddo just ask me to listen to his song and he wanna me to rap! hahaha, cool. But im veryvery new to this rap thing. Nyahaha, ehk, luckily my school got this music production. We can sing at a professional studio and i hope they teach us to write songs. I wanna write my own song and sing to it. I wanna make song for my boogie crew that'll be great! (: Hey, Lydia's mom is great!! Haha, i want my mom to be like her. Hahaha, you know i know eh lydia? Hahaha. Oh ya, Mira said she dreamt about me. Hahahha, she dreamt that i wrote about her in the newspapers cause i didnt go dancework and she said that i hope she forgives me for not going. hahaha, what a dream. Okay have to go get ready for dance now.

2010-03-29T03:58:00.000-07:00

Haha, gonna update about this hakuna matata on what she wrote at her blog. Oh yeah, here it is :
Istan!! Dont be sad luh. Hahahh, yaa ok i'll be your personal entertainer, WELL? if you insist. Hahaha, wtf. Hey, i do enjoy being with you ok and ya i also dont believe that i'll end up in the same class as you this year! Thank god you're here. If not i'll be stuck with some "hooligans" chey! haha, nehh kidding. Dont be sad ok isty? I will always be there for you when you're sad, angry, irritating, stupid, smart, whenever. Ya, i want this to stay forever too. In fact i want we boogie bumpez L boomz to stay together, forever. Me, you, we, us, together. CHEY, haha. Wtf. Hahahh, i hope you be there for me too! Omg, hahaha. See you tomorrow hakuna matata.

Today was fun in school. Someone irritated me, like fuck. Tiong as usual, haha. He danced. He's facial expression was suppose to be angry but he smiled =.=" Edwin sracthed himself but Jie Ming told me he masturbed too much till he scratch himself. Senglit showed me some magic tricks! Oh ya, he was supposed to teach me. Nick and Tiong showed me some stupid kindergarten magic, i was like (=.=) Omg, haha, so lame! But they were funny! I laughed my ass out. My tummy hurts sia. Haiyo! Ok, many said i was hyper active just now. Are you guys sure? Haha, i sang the whole while, rapped with Bryan in class. Danced with Tiong. Talked crapped with Tiong, Ben, Isty, Edwin, Jie Ming and some other guys. Make some stupid unnessacary noise in class. Well, LENNY'S BACK!! Not mel. Haha, wtf. Im Mel, not lenny. (only some people will understand me.) I dont wanna be lenny. I wanna be Mel. The new Mel. Chey, whatever.

Pam, if you are a true friend you should tell me who's the BIG MOUTH that told you. Haaa, you wouldnt be sacred to be in trouble cause its really not your fault and you are not the one who open your mouth and spread. Hah, and i know the person is a SHE. Hah, what the fuck and now SHE is tryna act good infront of me. Awww, too bad. Dont need to be a two faces person. SO FAKE. I'll call you plastic girl can? Haha, so plastic. Oh ya, back to Pam. Pam said, SHE read my blog two days ago. Hahh, pls Pam. Im not that dumb. Just tell me who the person is eventhough i know who the fuck SHE is. Is it so hard Pam? If you were to be in my position, wouldnt you be mad? Wouldnt you wanna know who's the friggin big mouthed person is? Please, i wouldnt scold the person who spread my secret. For what? Its been spread already and like i said, what goes around comes around. Wait till your own friend do this to you. Thats karma and karma bites. Like you asked me that day about my secret. Then you straight away turn to that person and tell her something. I know Pam, i can still hear and look. So fuck it, just tell me. Whats so hard about that? If the SHE scold you just say this to her 'WHO TOLD YOU TO TELL ME HER SECRET!? HAH.' Oh ya, and i know the person will be reading my blog sooner or later. Like WOW. Still got the cheek to read my blog. (tktawu malunyerrrrrrrrrrr.) Eeee, so discusted. Just tell me ok Pam, and please stop looking at my tits when you talked to me! hahaha! You think i never notice is it? Im very very observant ok dear girl.